Dark Memories, Sweet Melodies

something my friend wrote :D


Dark Memories, Sweet Melodies

There ain't no where to run to, feel so trapped within my empty thoughts, I'm about to relapse and fall apart.
No love to be forgotten, and no love to be found; as the days get longer with cool breeze throughout the mid-night hour,
I take a glimpse around this beautiful place that surrounds me; until you start looking closely, that everything is so fuckin ugly!
wouldn't even reach out your hand for a friend when in need, feeling so betrayed, your such a fucking disgrace, you we're so dear to me.
but that isn't going to stop till i find you, the one who saved me from this emptiness, is right behind you.
so a promise to myself, i will come through, at the gates hoping to find you, standing there, waiting so impatiently to throw me up into the air, at the gates we'll be there, gazing into each others eyes forever, i swear.
the beautiful person, the one who gave up time for me, who fought for my time, my time just to be there for me, time to find out the real me; a stranger who never knew the real me.
just the thought of losing a friend like you, hurts so deeply; like a loaded 45 to my cheek, so scared at 11 yrs old, hearing your voice saying "your life's is going to end"; from the one person, who i thought would always be there for me, till the end.
give that a thought; tell me your life story that you had to pretend? l
just wanted to break down and cry, but i ain't no wimp, you could tell by looking into these eyes, there's just no soul left inside, and only friends in my life, are the ones who JUDGE me by surprise.
so i would like to thank you from the bottom of my heart, for being here for me, i will always remain true to you, even though We're "3thousand miles away", and when we are apart, ain't even far for us to know, your heart is bigger then of the ones i've known; so everybody listen closely, she's singin sweet melodies, to help you see life differently; hopin we could share the same vision, you and me. for now those sweet melodies are just for me, a melody that's perfect for us, to never once again keep us from being, who we never want to be.

Paul J. Kim

UNMOTIVATED =\

Lately I haven't been motivated to write here...
So when I have something to actually write i'll write it! :D

Bowling with the A-Team :)

Tonight Ash, Ashley, Alex and I went bowling! It was hilarious we sucked, except Alex he bowled over a 100 and me and Ashley(friend) bowled under 80 LOL the last game we played i bowled under 40 believe it or not! haha I have no idea what was wrong with me...
The funny part of the night was the music, the employee was playing really ghetto music like the i like big butts song. LOL They have this juke box type of thing so we were playing our type of music. Such as Lady Gaga Alejandro(sp?) Journey- Don't stop Believing, Shine down- Second Chance well you get the point. The funny thing about it is that this bowling alley was full of shadow creatures and when we played the journey song they all started to laugh! LOL

The night ended with us painting our toes or finger nails and believe it or not alex let me paint his toenails green and i added a lil sum sum LOL a hello kitty on his big toe! it was so hilarious! anyways its 310am here i'm starting to get a headache so i'm guessing that means it's sleepy time. haha

goodnight. dream sweet. cyber world.

why?

I was wondering why I should continue to do a blog when I only have 2 followers...

Entry for Abbies Blog Party

1. To get started, what is your favorite flavour of ice cream? cookies and cream

2. What is your current favorite song? someone like you by adele

3. Do you journal? sometimes

4. What's it like outside your window right now? dark

5. Hobbies? knitting, photography, nail art

6. All-time favorite movie quote? "a dream is a wish your heart makes"

7. Favorite Holiday? valentines day

8. Dream Destination? japan, korea and okinawa

9. How many sibling do you have? 2 older sisters

10. What are you wearing at the moment? long work out pants and a big t-shirt

11. One of your most cherished possesions? my baby jade i got from my grandparents

12. One of your not-so-secret obsessions? hello kitty things

13. What did you see the last time you went to the movies? hang over 2

14. You won 100$ to... where? never won anything like that before

15. Career goals? elementary school teacher

16. Most recent purchase? a cardigan and shorts

17. Childhood lovelies? play finger nails and play makeup

18. What color is your room? light purple

19. A stuffed animal from when you were a kid (and probably still have?) i don't have one :(

20. Book you are reading/plan to read? none :(

Playful Kiss

Playful Kiss is a South Korea drama based on the Japanese manga Itazura Na Kiss by Tada Kaoru.
It's about a high school girl who is in the bottom of her class having a crush on the school's genius since the first day of high school. One day she decides to confess to him through a letter, but gets rejected and told that he hates stupid and thick skinned girls. But things start to turn around when fate decides to have them live with each other after her house collapse after a earthquake. Now the fun and chaos starts as she tries to win over his heart.


The more I watch these drama's the more I want my life to be like them, it's sad but a girl can dream right? For example all of these drama's i watch are pretty much like cinderella, the not so popular girl falling in love with the popular boy who doesn't really seem to like notice her but later falls madly in love with her.