Dark Memories, Sweet Melodies

something my friend wrote :D


Dark Memories, Sweet Melodies

There ain't no where to run to, feel so trapped within my empty thoughts, I'm about to relapse and fall apart.
No love to be forgotten, and no love to be found; as the days get longer with cool breeze throughout the mid-night hour,
I take a glimpse around this beautiful place that surrounds me; until you start looking closely, that everything is so fuckin ugly!
wouldn't even reach out your hand for a friend when in need, feeling so betrayed, your such a fucking disgrace, you we're so dear to me.
but that isn't going to stop till i find you, the one who saved me from this emptiness, is right behind you.
so a promise to myself, i will come through, at the gates hoping to find you, standing there, waiting so impatiently to throw me up into the air, at the gates we'll be there, gazing into each others eyes forever, i swear.
the beautiful person, the one who gave up time for me, who fought for my time, my time just to be there for me, time to find out the real me; a stranger who never knew the real me.
just the thought of losing a friend like you, hurts so deeply; like a loaded 45 to my cheek, so scared at 11 yrs old, hearing your voice saying "your life's is going to end"; from the one person, who i thought would always be there for me, till the end.
give that a thought; tell me your life story that you had to pretend? l
just wanted to break down and cry, but i ain't no wimp, you could tell by looking into these eyes, there's just no soul left inside, and only friends in my life, are the ones who JUDGE me by surprise.
so i would like to thank you from the bottom of my heart, for being here for me, i will always remain true to you, even though We're "3thousand miles away", and when we are apart, ain't even far for us to know, your heart is bigger then of the ones i've known; so everybody listen closely, she's singin sweet melodies, to help you see life differently; hopin we could share the same vision, you and me. for now those sweet melodies are just for me, a melody that's perfect for us, to never once again keep us from being, who we never want to be.

Paul J. Kim